What is keeping me calm now is, I am certain that I am on the right track. I have chosen one path to walk on, but that does not mean that that's the only path, I might switch to another if one day the original path is no longer suitable to be continue walking on. No matter how the outcome turns out to be, I know I will lose nothing and I am afraid of nothing. Instead, I shall be thankful because I will be turning to a matured independent person with a stronger soul. Every drop of my tear and sweat will not go wasted just like that, it resembles the effort and determination I put on my personal growth. Throughout the process, I taught myself how to think, react and talk to people.
My favorite book that I read in 2014 is "Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage" by Haruki Murakami. I hope I can finish his other long fictions such as "Dance Dance Dance" and "Kafka on the Shore" in 2015.