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Tuesday, December 16, 2014

To My Future Better Self...

Despite spending the whole night looking at the ceiling, I haven't felt as awake as how I am feeling right now. The year of 2014 is ending really soon, I do not have any ambitious resolution to make for the coming year, just hoping that bygones be bygones. Big decision was made this year, indicated the end of something, as well as the beginning of that something. Surprisingly I am coping this better that   in my expectation. If this were to happen in years back, I guess I would have handled matters differently. 



What is keeping me calm now is, I am certain that I am on the right track. I have chosen one path to walk on, but that does not mean that that's the only path, I might switch to another if one day the original path is no longer suitable to be continue walking on. No matter how the outcome turns out to be, I know I will lose nothing and I am afraid of nothing. Instead, I shall be thankful because I will be turning to a matured independent person with a stronger soul. Every drop of my tear and sweat will not go wasted just like that, it resembles the effort and determination I put on my personal growth. Throughout the process, I taught myself how to think, react and talk to people. 

My favorite book that I read in 2014 is "Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage" by Haruki Murakami. I hope I can finish his other long fictions such as "Dance Dance Dance" and "Kafka on the Shore" in 2015. 

Friday, December 5, 2014

值得全心全意的事情

老朋友问我,还记得我头上戴在左边的小皇冠吗?那代表着我是他心中的公主,但小皇冠被我扔到哪儿去了呢?一阵鼻酸,对啊~怎么头上如今只剩下把马尾上的发圈。

这几天阴雨阵阵,思绪混乱,实在难以振作。一直觉得自己迷失自我,试图寻找和填补心中的残缺。哭过、迷惘过、受伤过、逃过、后悔过。瞎忙了一场,还是回到原点。何必太执着?人生的每个阶段都会有一件值得你全心全意的事请。